CVA - Desperate Housewives

[Not Much Left]

Yeah yeah, one hot chick makes any kind of mov e on me and it may be lights out! Seriously, I have no clue how I would react so not putting myself in any harms way right now.

Ok, sitting here drinking a coule of Coronas out by my pool and in our outdoor living area watching the kids swim and thinking, I know, dangerous!

Here is what has been going thru my mind, if I get a house, which I looked for again Fri mng, I will be (I) sending her a clear signal which may / may not backfire and (ii) may cause me to Totally detach to the point I don't give a rats ass about what hapens here. I mean I can already feel myself losing any kind of feeling for her when we are apart.

Please, those who have followed me, tell me what u think?

I am going out of town again tomorrow- wed and when I told W, she seemed keenly interest in when I was leaving and when I was coming back. Not suspicious, just interested.

Again, other than sleeping together, we act like a couple?
No hugs or kissing, but u know what I mean.

C