mk, something I said helped you? WOW I feel so good right now, usually you pop in with this wonderful advice, so that makes me happy that I can help you refocus.

Dating. BLECKY lol It doesn't have to be dinner. It could be lunch. \:\) Don't even think of it as dating. You have proven you aren't ready for anything since you didn't enjoy the flirting last night (although I think it had a lot to do with the fact you were at the 'scene of the crime' and were already having a bad night). Nothing wrong with focusing 100% on your kids for as long as you want. They deserve it, and motherhood is something we can always embrace.

And yes, I still think H is the only one in the world for me. Thoughts of dating make me sick to my stomach. But the fact that H could do as much as he has done really throws me too. I agree on the step parent thing and a possible second marriage. Not good stats.