Hi everyone

Went to the 70's fancy dress party last night and had a really good time , it was so funny seeing everyone dressed up they all looked great. I must say that i seem to be suffering from the effects of too much alcahol today , i think it will be a quiet night for me tonight lol.

Husband had D3 last night, i had asked him if he could take D3 to one of her Nursery friends birthday parties today, i met them there a little later on, just to say hi to everyone. When i got there i noticed that my husband was sat right in the corner just reading his paper, not socializing with anyone. He said that he did not feel well as he has been full of a head cold for the last couple of days, he really did not look well, so i suggeted that i stay at the party with D3 and he go and get some medicine and get some sleep, which he did. Today he seemed to have the weight of the world on his shoulders, i suppose it could just be down to him not feeling well but my gut says it's a bit more than that. He just does not seem happy, in the ten years i have known my husband i have never seen him this way and it is heart beaking seeing him like this and knowing there is nothing i can do. He never seemed this unhappy when he was here at home with his family, i am sure i would have noticed something.

He had a pair of Black jeans on today, a colour he has never worn before. I made comment about him having some new jeans, he just said that he had bought them for work but because he had nothing else to wear this morning he had to put them on. By this i presume that he meant he had no clean clothes. I always use to do all his washing and made sure he always had clean/ironed clothes in his draw, jeesh i even ironed is underwear lol , but i guess OW does not always do that for him.

Also D3 is not very well tonight, i think that she may be getting the cold that my husband has. I have give her some medicine so hopefully she will have a decent nights sleep. She seems to have cried for my husband alot this afternoon, she really does miss him when he is not here.

Oh and i have no idea why my last past appears 3 times lol , me and computers don't mix very well.

Hope everyone is ok

Nicky

Last edited by nickyf; 09/23/07 06:36 PM.
Me 34
H 33
D3
together 10 years
married 2 years
Bomb 22/8/06 (I feel empty) OW involved