I felt the same way. And the fact that my H's whole Co. knew made me feel such a fool. They had seen me at Xmas do's etc and no-one said a word. The OW had even been trying to talk to me all evening at one of these functions. I actually thought she was quite a nice person . I was so doped up on meds as I knew my M wasn't ok, (but not why at that time), that I didn't feel the tension emminating from all the staff. Jeeze, If I had known there would have been one heck of a display at that do!!!. Ever since I have avoided my H's Co events as much as poss. He tells me that as the Chief Execs wife I have to go to some to show that we are together and ok. I have to say that makes me laugh - he took me when they all knew he was fcuking that b!tch so I really don't think me showing up means anything at all apart from that I am a mug who he can do whatever he wants to do to, and I take it!!!
I guess that's love for you. Or do I just prostitute myself for my life style and stability for my children?
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
. I was so doped up on meds as I knew my M wasn't ok, (but not why at that time), that I didn't feel the tension emminating from all the staff. Jeeze, If I had known there would have been one heck of a display at that do!!!. Ever since I have avoided my H's Co events as much as poss. He tells me that as the Chief Execs wife I have to go to some to show that we are together and ok. I have to say that makes me laugh - he took me when they all knew he was fcuking that b!tch so I really don't think me showing up means anything at all apart from that I am a mug who he can do whatever he wants to do to, and I take it!!!