Thanks so much for the support- H is trying- I am looking for a new T, someone who gets me better- I feel like I have grown so much through this and I need support from my T not someone telling me I am trying to hurt my H on a subconcious level by having such a hard time showing him love etc... He has stomped on me and the kids twice and left me pregnant so yeah I think I should have a hard time with trust and showing love-

I am trying, I really am trying to do what is right- Thanks again guys

Love,Lisa

Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12