The one Gilmore Girls that upset me was when Luke realized he wanted to see Lorelei's face all the time. He knew that meant he loved her. I miss that. I miss someone wanting to see my face. Not flinching because I am around.
Your H is still attracted to you! And you to him. I know I am beating a dead horse, so sorry, but that is a lot! I am mad at your H, too. None of your problems seem insurmountable at all.
I like your TH technique. I am one who is into growing old. I have a lot of respect for old people.
I do cry at the ending of Pride and Prejudice because it does feel like Elizabeth finds her Prince Not So Charming, and I used to secretly wish to start over and be single and have that. Maybe I knew my lost H could not be my Prince, maybe he feels that he can be with his OW. Am I having an epiphany?
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."