There and Back, #6

[mkultra]

Let's picture him telling an old crabby pit boss how cute his kids are. Conjecture cured. I never visualize my H ina happy place but rather always in a pathetic, lonely, sad place.

You should do something that does not make you feel tired, lonely, bored, frustrated. Find your mojo and feel sexy again. This might sound lame but you could change your hair? I dunno I am bad at that girly stuff but they say that in Cosmo. That lipstick and hair makes us feel better.

Your D still make those wishes? I wondered why mine stopped wishing that. Now she wishes for a dog. BUT strangely enough my neighbor wishes that my H would come back healthy. That is the funniest thing I ever heard! A neighbor wants to see us have a happy ending.

Morgan, What is your happy ending? Do you see your H asking what would it take for him to come home? Do you see him easing into a Marriage Retreat to work on the issues from the seperation? I never hear you waiting for a Prince Charming like me. That is probably best. You are more realistic.