I did try to reach H on his cell to tell him about the celebration tonight, but he didn't answer. I didn't bother to leave a message.
This is so f'd up. I am feeling sick to my stomach wondering if he went out "platonically" with someone and it morphed into more. I haven't spoken to him since Wednesday.
He had said that we really needed to improve our communication; not speaking since Wednesday seems antithetical to that desire.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
