I am back in our house, don't think I want to press for our bedroom, that didn't go well last time. By me not accomidating her main level house sharing arrangement should be picture enough for her to get the idea. She has the idea that she is helpless to me because she is unemployed and i am supporting her till she finds work. I don't want her to think that of me. I want to help her find work and celebrate with her when she does.
I don't think there is alimony in ND.
Journaling
I feel trapped -financially can't pay all bills with my paycheck alone -So i work all i can to help -so i feel i have no time for anything else- tired -relationship i feel like i'm being put in a box weather its in the camper or basement
people have noticed a difference in me since i started taking my communication and human relations class.
people have also noticed that i have lost weight, one asked if i was sick. I basically told them i started eating better and excersizing. not totaly true.
PMA hard to keep it up.
GAL even harder to do right now
On a positive note, I made plans to take the kids to the Fargo Air Museum tomarrow. Should be fun.
