But then I realized that what I was really sad about had nothing to do with him: I'm lonely. I want to be with someone too. I'm tired of being alone. I was alone in my marriage for years before H left, and now it's been two years of S. I've GAL'd; I have friends; I have my work...but I want someone to hold me in his arms (my LL is PT), to laugh with me, to tell my secrets to. Well, you know what I mean.
That's exactly how I feel.
I understand the response that mkutra gave to you as well but I'm not sure I can personally reconcile standing whilst dating. Surely that just means a third person eventually gets hurt as well?
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
