Nic I just read your last post, wow. I can not believe that you have been doing this for that long. I can not imagine the roller coaster ride you have been on. I must give you credit for hanging on this long. My W walked out in June with the same script as everyone else. I am just starting to venture back out into the world of being "single" if you want to call it that. I certainly know how you feel about wanting someone to share things with, I miss that as well, problem was in our marriage W's LL was QT and mine PT. she and I never got that until it was tool late. I just thank god that I have my girls and our R has grown so much stronger since all this happen.
"Worry is the price you pay for most of the things in life that never happen"