I was thinking of you this morning and hoping that you aren't pining too much over the loss of your home.
I don't know if this will help, but I can tell you, seeing the changes XH has made to the house actually has been helpful to me...it doesn't look like "our" house anymore and it certainly doesn't look like I had any hand in it!
So maybe, eventually, you would have reached that place too. In any event, I hope you are feeling okay today and have a good weekend planned.
