Quoting SB: I’m so weary of these surprises. Of him redirecting the issue at me. The gall of him to question me (intently) about our friends flirting or “coming on” to me, when he still had such ghosts in his closet. Full disclosure, sure. Sorry folks, just venting here.
Venting's necessary. Better here than elsewhere. Things will get better, they did before, they will again. Having the C refer a specialist is a good idea. Xanax & rum? duh. Next time don't ask if you should call 911, just do it. Might force him to get better attention. You really can't work on the R in earnest until you're both relatively stable.
Oh, BTW: Let's put a new coat of paint... On this lonesome old town, Set 'em up, we'll be knockin' em down. You wear a dress, baby, and I'll wear a tie. We'll laugh at that old bloodshot moon in that burgundy sky All your scribbled lovedreams, are lost or thrown away, Here amidst the shuffle of an overflowing day Our love needs a transfusion so let's shoot it full of wine Fishin' for a good time starts with throwin'in your line.
Better late than never, but then, you knew I knew.
-J Is the glass half full or half empty? Depends. Am I drinking or pouring?
