Ok, now, no more speculation. We both know where that takes us--Crazyland. Just try to let it go. Stay in the present reality that is yours, not theirs. This is a VERY hard area for me too. I analyze everything to death. Ninety percent of the time I have it all wrong. Keep focusing on you, remember?
What you shared about your wedding video saddened me. I have looked at our wedding pics and wondered what happened to that beaming couple? I have read many people here that say the M as we knew it is dead. When our H's come back, you rebuild a new marriage. It's ok to close the chapter. It doesn't mean you have to close the book. Things can still turn around. Keep your chin up.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
