Ok, so I heard him open the envelope while I was leaving but didn't stick around. Um, he threw away the envelope and left the earring sitting on the desk?!?! Total a$$, or it isn't his earring? lmfao Only time will tell.
I had a wonderful time at my family's house. My girls were so excited it was my birthday, I got so many soft and sweet "Happy berfday, Mama" from D3, its enough to melt you. I figured out while I was sitting there watching the cousins all play, that I was right where *I* wanted to be, but just that H was missing. That's ok.
My 'getting a cold' has turned into no voice and a tight chest. morgan, are you responsible for this?? ;\)
ROOT, no appetite today and I will run tomorrow. I had the kids all day so I couldn't get out today. But yes, turning the 'twisting' into more weight loss, that's for sure. And I do feel 'ok' about all this, but I am NOT ready for anything to be permanent, make sense?
I'm so glad that you had a wonderful time at your family's house! and nothing is sweeter than little ones, is there? I'm sure your heart just melted, your D sounds like such a doll.
hope you feel better. uh, sorry 'bout that. who knew it was contagious over the internet? lol. the good news is it was a fast moving cold, at least for me. other than feeling a bit wiped out still, I'm much better. hopefully you will be, too.
enjoy the weight loss. I've moved on to comfort eating. yikes. need to nip that in the bud.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
It's great hearing that you had a good time at your family's place. I know during the 17 years I have been with my W that I did sort of neglect (or didn't make more of an effort) to visit as often as I should.
At least with the ordeal I am going through, I have had an excellent 11 months getting closer to my family. I realise now how important it is to balance life.
So sorry I was absent when the birthday wishes went out to you. I hope you have a good one.
I'm glad also to hear that H acknowledged it.
Is your H at his dad's now? I can't say how I'd feel if my H moved out. I know it's got to be tough. Last night when H was home for an hour before he went out, I felt guilty because I kept thinking that it was the longest hour I've ever gone through. Even though there was a chance he'd be seeing OW when going out, I wanted him to leave just so I could be sort of by myself and just relax in bed. What a way to feel.
I need to get up and go clean.
Do have a wonderful weekend. I'll be thinking about you!
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
