neph, wow, you have so much you are dealing with here. I wish I had words of wisdom, but I'm a little out of it tonight. just know you are already doing better than your parents before you. you are stronger than you give yourself credit for, and your children are lucky to have you.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"