Click on what links? I told you I'm a computer idiot!!
Okay gang, it kind of sucks being married to someone who is more than a bit psychic.
H just shared with me a dream he had a couple of nights ago. In it (among other things) He sees me at a party with the very fellows (old married pals) who gave me inappropriately passionate kisses good-bye the night of that long ago wine+sambuca party.
In the dream my and their behaviour is wildly outrageous (including some nudity and "grinding" which did NOT occur in reality!)...but the basic stuff, well...Yikes!
I admitted to the kisses, some flirtation, bossom talk and the like. It would be stupid to deny since it's all posted here on my 2nd thread. And if he signs on....
It just felt really uncomfortable to be pressed for these details and made to feel like the betrayer or a slut when what H was doing at the same time!!! and for months and months before was SO much worse.
In the dream was also D, my best friend's H. He was setting up cameras and I was nude behind a curtain of some sort. In reality, back in Dec. D had offered to take digital photos of me (I'd always been jealous that he takes all kinds of classy/sexy shots of his W, while my H shows no interest in taking any kind of photos of me at all). Of course I declined! I've NEVER had a sexy shot of me taken by anyone. And I love his wife!
Too weird, huh?
Now I think I'll try to find the post regarding that night and show it to him. It will be tough, though, because I was in a very different place at that time and can't even remember what I wrote!
What do you all think of H bringing this up now? He did and does have jealousy issues. Just before he left (just now) he said in no uncertain terms that "No one will be taking pictures of you!" I said "Oh, really? Could it be any worse than the photos of yourself you sent to OW" ?(suggestive, half-dressed shots of himself on our couch).
He made allusions to the fact that these are people we socialize with...true...but how does that make what he did any less horrid?
On the plus side, he was reading "After the Affair" when I left for work this morning, and did some house-cleaning while I was gone too. He also completed a CD that I'd been wanting to have .
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