cpolk, what ifs will absolute drive you insane. I spent 3 weeks doing whatifs and it made me a mess. This is the first week I finally learned to gain some control of that and I feel SO much better. A lot less anxieties to say the least. And for the fist time I don't feel like I'm taking steps forward and then steps back. Whatever happens happens. You have no control over anything except yourself (which I have to constantly remind myself). Here's the positive way to look at it. At least you are about to get some unlike some of us here. :P
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
