I know I promised to get the focus back on myself, but I can't help but think a little about H...am wondering if part of the trigger has to do with the fact that the future is cemented in his mind. that he knows he's moving forward, away from me, and that ensures this will be his life with the kids...not seeing them daily, and when he does see them, only for a small amount of time.
the more I think about it, the more I know it has nothing to do with me. as much as I want this to be about his feelings for me/missing me/etc, he's been pretty clear that its more about the kids, and somewhat about his job.
just makes me a little sad, I guess.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
