javier won't wake up... I think that is a very negative thing to say about a person whom you don't personally know regardless of the fact he hurt your friend. If that's what you speak to her you are not lifting her up and that is not support. he already knows but is too p*ssed to admit it.
In his heart he knows he is unworthy of her The man he became in MLC is unworthy of her. You can't say that will be the case a year or two from now because MLCers come back and some stay there long enough to atone and then go above and beyond that. .
I would hate to have that knowledge in my heart How can you seem so giddy to know another person might then? .
she is a light in my life...acknowledging it makes it grow brighter You know, fig, sometimes your gushing is sickening even if it IS about the Lissett we all think the world of. Something about the way you talk about Lissett weirds me out sometimes and I know that I am not the only one so it's about time somebody said it. .
I simply refuse to even imagine going back to not having my life without her light Yeah. Whatever. Good luck with that.