Still Seperated and Hopeful

[mcojh]

Well Ol' MC is pretty low today.

I got a call ffrom CW, she was PO'd that I spent $300 on the bleach trays for my teeth. She then went into a rant about how she hates the way we were progressing and that I got the house, had money to do what I wanted, the nicer vehicle and what did she get. She was crying to the point that she couldn't talk.

I convinced her to come over to talk (she was a block or 2 away).

We talked and she made it clear that she wanted a D and told me that she sent the paperwork to her attorney.

She started in with the "this is so hard on me" sh!t and I lost it. I went off about who do I have to hold my hand when I am down, who do I have to confide in when I am hurting. I told her that I have no one. She has the FFOM. I told her what she did (adultery) was beyond comprehension.

I also told her that it was totally inappropriate that she brought S6 around FFOM last week. She told me that FFOM is a nice guy. I told her that he is an immoral UnChristian. I told her that a real man doesn't do what he did. She then threw me out of her vehicle. I gladly departed. I called her a few minutes later because she was supposed to come over today to help get ready for a soccer party tomorrow. I curtly told her she didn't need to come over. She insisted on coming over and and I strongly told her no. She then brought up that she has the opportunity to go out of town next weekend from Thursday through Sunday. She asked me if I wanted the kids or did she have to make other arrangements. I told her that I would take the kids and she could, "go ahead and commit adultery." That went over like a fart in church. She hung up on me.

She called back later and again tried to convince me to have her come over and help and I said no.

I am going crazy......