I am so happy that you posted to me, it has been a long time. I went dark here because I felt I was not moving forward. I tend to do things cold turkey.
Yeah, something crept up on me, those weird feelings I used to get for the X. Not a big deal, but I wanted to sort them out. I tried doing that with the gf and that just failed in a catistrophic way. Why am I so easily fooled by women when they tell me that they can handle it, to open up and share things with them? How did I think talking to gf about X was going to be constructive? LOL
I'm glad you found me Suited and yes, I am the CabanaBoy.
Thanks,
Berto
I believe that dreams are more powerful than facts,that laughter is the only cure for grief. And I believe that love is stronger than death
