So you have not reverted back to your old ways NOT ONCE!!! I wish I were perfect like that,but God is still working on me and will continue to do so. WHY? Because NO ONE here on earth is perfect only HIM.
I am willing to hear criticism ,but YOU only write to me when according to you I have failed again. When I have detached and responded to H accordingly, ummm you dont write. You have kids? I hope you dont father them this way? I hope you dont just repermand when done wrong and never praise when they have done good?
AND yes you understood the enjoying singleness incorrectly. I enjoy the PEACE and quiet,no walking on eggshells around H. This is NOT the reason why I told H to hold off. I told him it ws too soon for I thought he was coming back for the wrong reasons. I told him he needed to get OW out his system first. I didnt want him to come back and then continue going from woman to woman.
Even my SIL doesnt want to be around H. H does not care who he hurts and this includes SIL,MIL or his nephew. When H would play video games w/his nephew he could not let his nephew win him b/c H would get down to a kids level and have temper tantrum if H lost. H would literally take his aggravation out on his nephew an get too rough with him. I guess this is why God didnt give us any boys.
The more I call H's woman his girfreind is like making it sound "pretty" and ok for him to "date" like a teenage boy. My mom even told me at the start of all of this to not call her his GF.The woman is now his wife, she shares his everything,cooks for him and she and her kid are the ones he protects in the middle of the night.
It would be nice to hear from you when I am NOT backsliding in any way.
