What is reasonable and what is not?

[Startingover2]

Thanks, by the way I feel strong for the most part.

I know that I can live without my H and be happy in life. I just prefer to have him as part of my life.

JAK

I think that is the best feeling.....After this year of being separated from H, I now know I will still go on breathing without him. Sure, I was sad and missed him but I did live.

Knowing myself I will go on snooping for awhile. I need to be selective as the past few weeks I was so wound up I was taking many risks.

We had a good day yesterday. He worked and then came to my son's football game. I had to stay late and help with a team dinner and he and his kids left. I just had gotten home and he sent me a text asking if I wanted to come and watch football with him. I did and stayed a few hours and left. His house is rather small and not ideal for me to stay there when he has his kids. I felt good going home anyway.

Signs are good, but like you said I will keep watching.