Why does it have to be so hard to fight off the urge to call him? I have asked before with little response but what are some of things that you all do to cut off the phone and email contact? I just want to scream because I am so darn weak. I literally have to leave him alone it is crucial and yet I self talk myself and justify reasons to call him.


M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"