Today is a normal day (what is that). W always leaves for work first and then I sort out the kids.
We are talking at a certain level and still share the same bed. Both W and I didn't sleep too great last night, but she is still here.
W even arranged for a babysitter for Sunday, so we will go and see a film. At least its a start.
At least the acting 'as if' are going ok, still plagued by thoughts of emails/text messages and phone calls, but as I refuse to search and check, they are only my thoughts.
W has not (to my belief) seen OP for 4 months so big plus, but its still like living on a time bomb that has no dial.
