MC - nervous and need advice

[forward]

I went out tonight. H knew I was out but did not know where or with whom (by myself, actually, for a little retail therapy, which I have been greatly enjoying as I finally found the blouse that I like online in the store--and it's beautiful)!

H called and then later left his number. I don't know why and babysitter seemed puzzled too.

Sticking w/no assumptions--possibly to discuss LS.

Otherwise, possibly checking up on me. Whatever!