In4Ride, I honestly don't know how to offer you advice and I really hope others with more experience can do so. But I wonder, when your H came home, how was it? I mean, did you feel that your H was back...fully back? Did it seem wonderful, going along just fine, or did you feel he wasn't entirely there 100% in the relationship? I think many of us here, still dealing with this the first time around, are very afraid of it happening a second time. I am sure there was nothing you could do to stop it, but did he just come back too soon the first time? I am praying for you. How were your test results?
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
