Shades, I do know what you mean. Definitely there were upsetting memories of the home, esp. in the last year I lived there. It's hard to think of it and know I won't ever be back there though. I think a part of H is a bit sad about it, too. Financially speaking, he just couldn't hold onto it. We lived in a very expensive part of NY state.
lael, Thank you for your kind words. I'm trying to find what to be thankful for tonight. I do have a nice apt. and thus, a roof over my head. Things could always be worse. Maybe at some point, I'll have a home that I will love even more.
H called me again. He's fine. He's probably just thinking of me tonight because of this whole house thing.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
