he should be there in the next half hour at the latest, assuming he didn't pull over somewhere first. I'm just really scared.
I don't know what set him off. the new job, possibly. the fact that his old job, which he loved, is over for good, possibly. maybe trouble with ow? I wonder if he had been telling her when bonus comes he'll divorce me, but then maybe he's reallys till not ready and she issued an ulitmatum? maybe he's just missing his kids? I could speculate all night, but no way of really knowing. he didn't want to tell me, and I didn't push him to. I just know he is hurting on a level that I haven't seen before.
I wonder if I should call his mom and give her a heads up. or would that be wrong to do? she'll realize something is up when she sees him.
amazing how much I don't want him to hurt, not like this, considering all that he has put me thru.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
