Phoenix Rising? Maybe.

[cpolk]

Dis/DaveJ,
I tell ya, its a real pickle. God I want to, but I want it to mean something. Of course maybe it does she's just talking through some of those defenses that I bet are still there. Like I say to a few trusted folks back here; my W and I haven't been fixing us successfully very long.

I'm nervous about saying yes; I'm worried about her feeling rejected if I say no, I'd rather wait. I also don't want to spend a lot of time mulling it over and ruin it for both of us.