Am I piecing yet #2

[Have Faith]

Journaling

H wrote back to me answering my concerns with reasonable comments and told me how he would handle OW situations in the future. Words sound good, but can he really do it.

My imaginary bf has been great. H appears to be jealous. Makes comments about him and how many times I see him. I don't tell him I'm seeing him, he just assumes whenever he can't get in touch with me in the evenings that I'm out with him.

H seems to be finding excuses to be at the house and then wants to spend the night. This happened both Tuesday night and last night. Tuesday night he calls at 7:30 from the garage asking me if he can come in. I'm eating dinner and fix him something to eat. He then gets on the computer to do some work and tells me that he has to go to his real estate office to drop off a check. He leaves around 9:15. At 9:45 he calls me back and says that he is tired and asks me if he could spend the night so that he doesn't have to drive to his place (only another 10 min away). I give in and say yes.

Wednesday we meet after work and golf. We get home about 8:00 and I fix a quick dinner. I get ready for bed and fall asleep on the sofa reading. He wakes me up at 10:15 to come to bed. I say, oh I guess you are spending the night. He says, well yes, I hope that is ok. I let him spend the night again.

This morning when he leaves the house he gives me a BIG long hug and says something. I didn't hear what he said. He then says I said ILY. I say, oh I'm sorry, I didn't hear you. ILY too. He also says, I'll send you an e-mail today. Not sure what that is all about. He does think that I'm taking off early today to go with BF to a PGA open being played here beginning today. I'm not, but I'm not going to let him know that.

He has not asked me out for either Friday or Saturday night. We do have a golf date on Sunday. I think I need to be busy Saturday night even if it is dinner and a movie by myself.

OW birthday is this month. Not sure when, but I have reason to believe that it is sometime b/t now and the end of the month.

I have not received the e-mail yet, but he did just call me for no particular reason. I think he was checking to see if I was in the office or not.

Faith