Wow. Thats a lot for you to handle Kelley. I give you props. Only every other weekend...no offense but doesn't he miss his kids? That must be tough on them too.
I really don't think that he misses the kids all that much. I can see in his face that when he leaves them that it does hurt to say goodbye but I am sure that is gone 5 minutes after he leaves. He cares more about doing things for himself and spending time with the OW. That thing that he wrote that I found, he put in there about how happy she makes him and he has to the hardest thing that he has ever done in his life and he will have to pay a great price to be with her. That price was leaving his kids.
I asked him once about seeing the kids for a few hours on his off weekends and his response was no that he is too busy.
He thinks that calling them at night to say good night is good enough. They don't say anything about him not being around at all. Maybe twice my D6 asked him about it but that's it. If I am gone, they say they miss me and want me but never say anything about their father.
Me: 41 H: 39 D: 6 S: 4 M-14 T-16 first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.) second bomb: 6-4-2007 (found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything) Kelley
