You know Ret. reminds me of when I sit in church and hear a sermon that touches the deepest part of my soul. My emotions take over, I cry, I reach out for God, etc. I feel cleansed. I understand that it can be a good opportunity, but I can't get that emotional right now, I'll fall apart and I have come to far for that. I don't want to get confused again because of emotions are playing havoc.
I'll compromise. As soon as I finish posting, I'll e-mail my husband and ask him if he would like for me to make our reservations to Ret. He's said before that he would go IF I thought it would help our M. I can't answer that as that's not why I would go. I would go more for me than for us.
