Those things are scarily similar. I have also had someone make a similar comment about my H years ago. It's almost as if he's hiding within himself.
The caretaker things are really bizarre because I wouldn't say that he normally does do those type of things for me.
However, H has never used the D word, never stated that he's completely sure or done, or whatever. If anything, he admits he doesn't know for sure what he's doing.
Even though I don't want to be on the roller coaster - I don't really have a choice. My calm of yesterday has slipped away some, and my stomach is churning a little this morning.
I have to do better at stopping the thoughts. I want the calm back I had last night.
Thanks much, and take care of yourself too
In4ride Me 50, H 55, M 17 yrs 1st Bomb Drop 12/7/03 Separated mostly in house Come back together/H breaks back 9/04 Piecing, surgeries, recovery, H retires 2nd Bomb Drop 9/3/07 H moves out 20 min later
