Thanks for the post Nikki,

I know you've got a lot on your plate now, don't worry about it. Things are still good. It's really weird. Sometimes it's like it never even happened. Then I still hope in the back of my mind that I'm not being oblivious and that things really ARE good. I know you know what I mean. I really wish things had worked out the first time around. Obviously God needed you to learn some more things... H too for sure. I sometimes think that I needed to learn more myself. Of course during that time it was really really hard, so I'm definitely thankful that that part is over. I just need to make sure I continue to commit to being that person I committed to be.

I'm saddened today though because 2/3 days ago my Kribs had babies..about 40 of them. Well, today it looked like only 8 were left. They were both doing so well watching them that I really don't think they ate them, but it's possible that they got sucked up in the filter. I'm not sure though. They looked like they were just searching for their babies, so it was sad. I hope that some live to make it to adulthood.


Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."