I just thought I would update. On the H front: nothing, as usual. I am sad but ok with it. There have a been a few other guys sniffing around and they know what my stitch is and understand where I am standing so they keep my spirits up and tell me stories and feed me. I think I am starting to gain back weight. I don't know what is right but it is nice having SOMEONE care for me.

I did try pole dancing. It was a blast spinning on the pole and rolling around on the floor but somehow the sticking butt out and circling it in a come hither way didn't appeal to me. I think I prefer the more subtle belly dancing come hither.

Did my first boat trip!!! I actually drove the launch for crew! and I didn't run over any of the kids or rocks or seagulls. YIPPEEE. The water was really choppy and the rowers only did a couple of laps around but I was covered in salt when we were through. It does make for a good facial and hair conditioner. I woke up with my hair looking like the wife on the Simpsons!

My DD bday is Monday and we have a party planned in the park on Sunday. I've rented a chocolate fountain and will pick up volleyball, softball, etc. Then add music, lights and tons of food. I am keeping my fingers crossed that the kids will come. DD has turned into a teen!!! AGGGHHHH...I get silent treatments and dispair that no one will come.
Me: Did you hand out the invitations?
DD: no, the ones I gave it to, gave me a weird look about the location and time so I stopped. NO ONE is going to show up!!!
Me: well they won't if they don't know. Maybe you should just hand them out.
DD: no because they won't come if I hand them out. (and if you don't how will they know not to come!)
Me: <sigh> (this is only a rough guide to how it went and I was driving)
DD has 2 classes that I worry about but all in all it looks like a good school year.

so....nothing to complain about


Sitting quietly doing nothing, the flowers bloom effortlessly.

bomb: Jan 25, 2006
not seen since
DD moved in with H - 9/1/08
H filed for divorce - 11/2008
Divorce dismissed by courts - 4/2010
still nothing