You could also start with just one thing to share with H. Maybe make it something that's not about the R, but just about you, about your own future, or I don't know. If you never shared with your H, then this could be a good 180 for you. Especially if he's been asking for it.
And just because your not making as much as H now, doesn't mean you won't ever. You never know what may lie for you in the future. I've started a business and I haven't had a real job in 9 years. So who knows if I'll make more than my H in a couple years or not!? Don't limit yourself, you have a lot of potential and I can tell your a very smart lady.
about going somewhere to be sad. I'm not really sure. maybe staying at a hotel just one time might help. I don't want you to be sad, but sometimes you just need to let it all out. It can feel good to cry sometimes. But afterwards, don't continue to be down, pull yourself up and try to get that pma back up. Remember that during pms times it might be harder, but just knowing that time is coming around will help that it's more hormonal than just you.
take care
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."