Hi Nicky - good for you ! I still thinks it's admirable of you that you can have your H around and be so lovely and pleasant when he's around !
As you know, I couldn't do it anymore.....it hurts my heart to say it, but it was too hard for me, it broke me inside ! You are so STRONG ! Well done !! Your love for him shines through !!
Take care !!! xxxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus