Plank removed from eye, too late for WAW? 5

[Heimlich]

Thanks, ladies. I've got some low-grade hope going and just trying to figure out myself and make myself a better person. Worked out in a gym for the first time (other htan a hotel gym) since high-school football. Little strange, but nice to have a lot of equipment. I is sore, but in a good way.

I need to sit down and identify many of my weaknesses. I know what they are, but putting them on paper will make them real. Now, if I can just turn off the HD TV (I swear, I find myself watching something just because it's pretty.) and get to work on myself, I'll be in good shape.

No contact from W today. Opened up my own checking account. That felt strange, and I won't say good, but like I'm now really on my own. A few final joint bills to cover and we'll divvy up the remainder of the checking account and be, basically, two independent people with no hold on each other. After almost 17 years, that's wierd. Anyway, back to judging some awards.

My oldest just asked when she could stay over again because she missed me, that was nice and good for the PMA. Lining up some excursions with them for the coming weekends. Should be fun.

BD