You've been D once before, and I haven't, so me giving you advice about it is pretty much a waste of time, but let me make one stab at a thought I had. Please note that I am not trying to make you the bad-guy (or gal for that matter), nor am I trying to badger you. I am just having thoughts and throwing them out there for your consideration. Because you have chosen to post on this MB, you'll have to listen to my concern, no matter if it is misguided or not (unless you block me of course ) My thought ...
I have heard several people talk about D and most of them seem to say that they reached this moment of clarity and peace. On the surface it seems you have reached that. But when I look at some statements you make, namely ...
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I feel as though I've stayed confused long enough and I don't want anymore junk in my head.
It seems as if you are trying to FIND clarity by D. Also ...
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My H had a year affair with a 30 year disgusting person, and I can't get over it.
This seems as if you are approaching this from a position of anger. Your anger is justified, don't get me wrong.
Anyway, I'm just throwing that out there. If someone who has gone through a D would like to post here and tell me I'm full of sh!t, I'll shut up and move on.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
) My thought ...
