the other week when h was telling me he was so messed up in the head, I wanted to sit him down and explain it all to him...that he was in the midst of a mlc, and this and that are cliche aspects of it, etc, etc. I wanted to explain everything I have come to understand over the last 6 months of my own therapy. but the truth is, its a path of self-discovery, one he needs to figure out on his own. if he ever straight out asked me what I thought was wrong with him, I'd tell him, but so far he just seems to want to get mired in it all from time to time, and use it to excuse his behavior.
I did have a good w/o today, so happy about that. I have the song, "defying gravity" from wicked in my head...awesome song, makes me want to stop holding back and fly (okay,will stop before I get too hokey).
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
