Corri, you are so cute. You have such an analytic, " think out of the box" type of mind.
When I came to the board, I was VERY HD. I had rediscovered my sexuality after being repressed for so long. How it happened was sort of by accident ( although some say there are no accidents)...IOW, it wasn't intentional. It's like this flood of feeling washed over me, and I was hooked...I believe Sandi described something similar. This occurred in the context of H and I having a great deal of emotional distance. There was, for a long while, the sexual distance, but he was not engaged with me anymore and was, in fact, jerky. There was always this feeling that we both had one foot out the door, but this was different, and subsequently I learned from him that he had other body parts out the door as well.
Now that things have stabilized, I am back to my familiar LD. I'm pissed off at myself.
