I know and I have thought about that. I will say that he did get on meds last week and his parents are trying to be there for him. He is just really struggling.

Part of me wants to run also but then I just read an entire book on how fear is a sin and we need to trust God so that is what i am doing or trying to.

My biggest problem now is what do people do to talk themselves out of calling him, counseling him, trying to be there for him when he doesn't want me. Every time he thinks he is losing me he realizes he loves me so at this point what i have to do is basically not be available to him but I am very weak when it comes to him. VERY WEAK.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"