I think that my husband was going through some pain and perplexity---as well as excitement---in the months before we broke up---and HE was chanting. Or, at least, he was going in our oldest daughter's room and listening to Hindu chants while she fell asleep. He was also knocking off bottle after bottle of Jim Beam, and hiding the empties under her mattress....as I discovered later, during spring cleaning.
I wonder if Gregorian chants would put you under? What about music from your childhood? Something like: "She's Got Bette Davis Eyes"....or "Back in Black". Make you sleep like a top...maybe?
