Now I've done it... again

[nephartiti]

Thank you, everyone, for your support. Sometimes I get so caught up in everything that I am ready to take full responsibility for everything. Sometimes it is hard for me to see where I am being taken advantage of.

Off subject--I think this unfiltered applejuice is fermenting...

H sent a voice note to the kids saying how much he loves and misses them. I thought it was kind of sad. I wanted to yell out, "Then come home you big idiot!" Oh well.

So I am going dark again. Hopefully my next venture into the sun will be a little more positive, but I need to re-coop before that happens. I have to stop snooping, I know. It just drives me crazy and speculation leads to reaction,which leads to blow out with H. Better to play dumb as MK said. Unfortunately, I am too honest to "play" dumb, so I will have to be truly oblivious.

In the meantime, tomorrow is back to school night for S9. I'm looking forward to it. Then I'm going to think about Halloween. I'm trying to convince S9 to participate in a garden bug theme, but he says he wants to be something scary this year (the clown with the tear away face from Nightmare Before Christmas. Guess it could be worse.) I suggested a black widow. He made a face.

I sold my piano shortly after the baby was born. I miss it terribly. I'm going to start looking for one used. I've been very careful with money. If H doesn't bury us too much, I should be able to get a fixer upper in the next month or two.