Yes, I do "love"him but I am not sure if in that same way that I used to love him. It is not enjoyable to be around him- maybe I am being selfish and just thinking of myself but I think I have grown alot during these last two years and although I do see him trying I am very scared of putting my heart back in and then he can't keep his **** in his pants so there goes our family AGAIN...

Thanks All

Love,Lisa

Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12