Yup. I am doing ok.....actually last few days, I am feeling almost better than ok. (If only this sinus crap would go away, then I would upgrade it one more step!)
Yesterday, was the day I had slated for the discussion. I had let her know I wanted to talk to her about 2 weeks ago....I didnt want to leave that hang there. So I just came up with some stuff about our girl to talk about. The only thing that I threw at her that mildly peed her off a bit was about her paying her own auto ins. She started on a rant about all she was spending on our daughter, and having the new place is costing her a small fortune. Soooo... I said, " Hey I am not trying to start a fight here, i dont have a money tree in my backyard either.... but if it bothers you that much, I will suck it up for a bit yet"
Its not that much, if I get caught up in the "principal" of it, yeah I shouldnt pay it. She wants to be a big girl, she should pay her own bills. But then if I look at it another couple of ways.... she doesnt want to uncouple everything yet......hmmmmm Also, we are still married, not even legally seperated, if it did laspe, and she gets in an accident with no insurance...well I believe I would still be on the hook too. So for now, for goodwill, to keep the peace, or maybe I am just a sucker. I will pay it for a bit yet.
So tonight, she calls.....SHE CALLS ME... that is like only the 2nd time in like 5 months. Under the pretense of something about the childs lunch. We talked for like 10 minutes. I know to some of you, that dont sound like much.....but in my situation it at least seems huge. She also talked to the kid for like 15 minutes after me.
Ha ha funny thing I am really getting to a place where I know I will be ok, whichever way this works out. Honestly, it almost kinda of scares me that she may be turning around. I am really starting to get into my freedom, and fixing up this place the way I want it. She is coming to pick up our daughter here on Saturday, will be her first time since she has moved her stuff. She is gonna be suprised when she sees what I have done here!!!
