Thanks for popping in everyone. You know, ever since last Monday I've felt a shift in myself. Before I found out about my W's A, I was DBing her, but feeling great myself. When I found out about the A I didn't revert back to the old Jethro, but I lost the PMA that I had. It seems that ever since Monday it's beginning to return. Don't really know why but it is. My W's not acting any differently...it's me...
So, in the wee morning hours I had an interesting dream. I went to visit my W at her friend's house. I guess she was staying there thinking about what she wanted to do about us (our M). So, I went to her friend's and she came outside and gave me a nice hug from behind. I turned around and she said, "I guess you want to know where I stand." Well, I said yes and she said, "I don't want a D." Then she gave me a deep kiss and hug. My spirits lifted when she said this... (On a lighter note, the other part of the dream was kind of funny because my W's friend was dating Mel Gibson and he was in the other room with the flu and taking a bath. ) Dreams are weird...
About 4:00 this morning I told my W about the dream. Neither one of us could sleep so we just talked for a bit. She said that she didn't want a D, and I told her I knew that... It was kind of a funky morning, but pleasant. I can't really explain it...
) Dreams are weird...
