Ret.'s information stated that their program was for those who are committed. I am not. I have decided that my H crossed my boundary. My m will never be the same and I've decided that I'm not happy with him and I can't say that I ever will be. He's hurt me deeply more than any person on this planet has ever hurt me and I have not desire to work on anything with him at this point. It's over. And not because "being married is not for me" being married to my H is not for me. Please understand the difference.
